boring sunday

wow i feel like there is nothing to do at all. I mean there totally is shit I could be doing, but I just dont even really feel like it. Todd is asleep and I'm kind of surprised I'm not.

So my sister and Shawn bought plane tickets to come up here in October! I am SO excited. I am crossing my fingers that my dad and stepmom will come. I know my stepmom might not be able to come because the kids have a lot going on and plus I dont think they'll want to be away from her for long. But I'm keeping my fingers crossed that they both come, or maybe if not at least my dad. I'm not sure that will work though.

Chicago in less than a month to see Matt Pryor. I am really looking forward to that. We were supposed to be going up there this Friday but it looks like we wont be doing that now. I know Todd's kind of bummed which sucks but shit happens.

Sundays are stupid

i need new shoes too

I've been playing a lot of Call of Duty 4. I suck so bad though. I'm KIND OF getting better, but ehhh I am just not really used to xbox controllers. There are too many goddamn buttons.

Life is not super interesting right now, but I am getting the list together for the Penthouse Suite at the Blues game in October. We have someone flying in from California for that weekend and also [possibly] 3 people flying in from Florida. I have also been making the selection from people here in St. Louis that I think would enjoy it and appreciate it. There are still a few tickets left that we'll need to give out, but I'm holding off on who to invite with them. We'll see what happens.

I really, really, really need to get on a different sleep schedule. This is seriously becoming too much and something that is causing more harm than good. fuck.

ALSO!

Matt Pryor's solo album Confidence Man is so fucking good. If you love Matt Pryor or any of his projects you have to listen to it. It's just got such an amazing feel to it.

It's an album that I listen to and really appreciate, and as much as I love music - it's still rare for me to really feel records sometimes. This one I do for sure.


BUY IT.

Todd and I are going to see his 2 Chicago shows in September [so much Chicago, so little time haha- this month & next month woo] and I am SO SO SO fucking excited.

random talk

Todd and I were talking today about how we act together and what not and I said something like "it would be really weird if one of us fell out of love with the other" [because a lot of times we act so silly [for lack of better word] with each other that i could see it being really annoying in some instances. we just end up laughing the majority of the time] but he made a really great point when he said "It would be completely obvious though" And he's right. There is just this type of chemistry [i know it sounds dumb] but it's just there and if one of us stopped loving the other it would be so obvious because of body language and just the way we act. It's both terrifying and reassuring at the same time. I of course hate the idea of it happening [but I'm a realist I know anything can happen] but it's reassuring in the way of not having to worry "does he/she love me?" and mixed signals and stuff. I wonder if this makes any sense. Whatever.

Chicago in a few weeks and school a couple days after that. I am thinking about picking up another class but I'm not sure at this point. I dont want to overload myself, but the thought of 1 more class being out of the way is a nice thought.

I know this isnt my wedding blog or anything but i think i officially decided on a wedding band i want.


It's a white gold band with aquamarine stones instead of the normal diamond stones for an eternity band. I really like this because 1. aquamarine is the March birthstone and since we're getting married in March i like the idea of that and 2. I'm not big on diamonds anyway. My engagement ring is a diamond solitaire and i love it's simplicity but I'm not sure if i want to add more diamonds to the look. I think the look of this band on each side of the solitaire would look really cute and more me. Who cares if it's not traditional diamonds. I tried to photoshop a picture of what my ring would look like with this band on each side of it but it came out shitty because i dont know photoshop so whatever. Imaginations will have to do for now haha.

I think i might get to sleep at a normal hour tonight. Todd is off work tomorrow so yay for that. We were going to go see Lewis black but figured we'd save that money for other things.

yeahhhh

haha riiiiight

[[i have way to much fucking time on my hands at night]]


Stolen from Laura.

Rules/Instructions/How Tos....
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer
3. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it makes you look.

got it? ok, let's go:


IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
She Take's It So Well - Hot Water Music

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Sickening - The Loved Ones

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Old Friend - Blacklisted

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Soldier - The Slackers

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Is There a Way Out - The Get Up Kids

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Depression - Black Flag

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
The Nurse - The Slackers

WHAT DO YOU OFTEN THINK ABOUT?
Straightjacket Weather - Cadillac Blindside

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Drug-Stabbing Time - The Clash

WHATS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Runaway - Pink

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Turn Out The Lights- The New Amsterdams

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Don't Hate Me - The Get Up Kids

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Not doing this one because I'm too tempted to rig it.

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Minute - The Lawrence Arms

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Ghost Story - Sinking Ships

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Got Caught - Mu330

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Suckerpunched - Dumptruck

WHAT WILL YOU NAME THIS?
Failure's Not Flattering - New Found Glory